Correction of what I've said

What I mean is, I only like Edward Cullen. I don't really like Robert Pattinson in the real world.
not that his not cute, just that, his not Edward Cullen or even Cedric Diggory! I seriously love their hairstyle very much! and I simply love Edward's stare. And so don't like it when his just Robert. :P

am I or am I not?

Am I just so Fake? I don't feel like being one sometimes, cuz its just me, I'm not a drama queen and I'm so not a fake. But sometimes I just feel like I just acted like I was. And, my cousin brother on my dad's side, well the younger one... He always say that I'm acting a bimbo, not always, but he does it sometimes when we met each other. Now, I don't know. Also, do you know how much I love babies and kids? but people just don't understand, yea, Sometimes I over reacted when I'm with the kids and babies, but So What? just because of that, their talking bad behind me and their saying that I'm not suppose to be acting like it when I'm at this age. Typically, this happens when I was around 11 or 12. haih.. I got blamed for lots of stuff that the kids did just because I hang out with them and I'm the oldest among them. Isn't that stupid? a fat ass girl whose also a kid which is my sister's friend, she made a club house some where secret (not so secret actually) in the Mosque, and I got blamed for that. I feel like killing that meany ol' senior over there.. That stupid stupid Ra***t**.

The answer is, I don't think I'am...

At first, I have a crush on James Mcavoy for his cute and very gentleman act in Penelope, but then now I soo soo soo love Robert Pattinson. Cuz he is just so drop dead gorgeous in Twilight. Oh My God, I want the watch the movie. Well just hope he could fix his hair, outside the movie, I don't really like it that much.

don't read, nothing intresting

I can't seem to find myself these days,
its just like I lost them in the woods,
I can't find 'my' proper way of what i always do..

see.. I'm crapping again.
I'm bored, and I'm starting to get lazier than ever,
I need to redeem myself, I think..
I don't want to just sit at home,
that made me ask my parents to bring us out alot.

seriously, yea yea yea...
I kept asking my parents like,
"are we going out somewhere today?" "can we go to Petroscience in KLCC???"
hahahaha.. and guess what? its 1:16 pm and I still haven't had a shower yet!
ngaha XD .. ok ok, done acting stupid.

I feel lucky, last night I could sleep well, with nobody disturbing me..
and lucky my brother, Umar didn't wake me up last night..
(he always have leg cramp at night..) not always, but he had lots of time,
his bones are too weak, thats why you need to drink milk at least once in a while. miaow miaoww

my Imaginary friend

I just created an imaginary friend on cartoon network bloo's.. bla bla bla
she's awesome I can say, she's fabulous and she's fluffy,
and I call her fluffy, missy Fluffy.

well.. hmm.. she's not exactly a human, but I still think she's fabulous.

Something to never be thought on so..

I never thought that anyone would actually read my blog.
I thought its an empty dead road!
cuz I hardly get any message on the cbox.
I hope you guys would if you read again, soon.
anyways, thanks Joey and thanks Sok Yean.
I really appreciate it.
For those who did and their aren't here,
sorry, but how could I know if there's not message
on my cbox???

be my Followers

hey guys! click and add to be my followers.
pretty pretty please :)
add add add, yeah!

now I realize

I realize that I'm actually not a number 1 fan of The Click Five,
and not so a crazily fanatic of Kyle Patrick, anymore.

I realize that theres a lot of cute and hot guys over there in this world,
so why pick only one?
and anyways, his not 'the person' that I choose, yet..

Also, the last time I didn't quite think that Brad Pitt was cute,
now and after I've watched the movie 'Troy",
gosh, His sooo Cute!!
Lucky Angelina Jolie.

'chop down the tress for the folks'

I'm not suppose to touch the computer.. But guess what? *wooHoo! I did (western accent)
what a day and what a night. Long isn't it, that I hadn't gone online for around 2 weeks. I think.
well thats what I think. The end year term exam is comin' up next week Friday and I have to spend the whole day studying. I got my head blown up because of that. Well not exactly. But I'am pretty much tired. Today's time table is for History. ahhh....
"nO More books! save the Trees!!"

'I' the word for Me

i feel so uncomfortable with my self. sometimes.
i want to impress people more.
i want to be smart and brainy but not nerdy.
i want to be a good goody girl.
i want a life. rich, success, happy.
i always try to be somebody else i'm not. (i'm quite good at acting)
i try to be my self again.
i want no one talks bad behind my backs.
i want no enemy.
I JUST WANT MY LIFE TO BE PERFECT! can i?

a figure of post

here's a figure. a figure i made.
which actually don't know what i'm saying..
just mumbling, at SCHOOL!
whoa!!!
no? but seriously.. whats in my head?
its been crapping all day long, i can't take it anymore..
cuz its driving me to the path where i don't wanna be at.
its been making me talking to my self in my head! ahhhhhhhhhh...

why do you need a guy in life?

atheera says : because sometimes, only them can make us feel happy.
sabrina says : really?

...why do you need a guy in your life? why, why, and WHY??!!

pity her. pity me

pity her. :-(
i'm sad for you. i'm sad bout what is going on through your life.
i wish i could help, but the only thing i can do is to be a middle person in your situation and give you some ideas. that's the only thing i could do, but i wish i could help more. i don't know if its her who is the 'trouble maker'. i don't know what is she thinking. i don't know whats her point on doing it actually. because either way it wont make any of us feel better. but when i think again, sometimes what she does to you it resembles what i did to mine. sometimes. i feel outrages with my self. sort of, kind of. pity me..

when i grow up?

I'm a teenage girl who loves everything in her life except that the fact that she doesn't know what she wants to be when she grows up. Despite that her parents are making her confuse on what she should be when she grows up. For once i thought i wanted to be a photographer, but then my aunt says that we'll only get a job and plus the money if we have a customer. and now I'm thinking of being a fashion designer also a photographer aside. but i wonder if it'll work on and if i'll get high maintenance. will it or will it not?hmmm...???