in The Middle of Both

I was terribly shocked into the situation that had brought me in,
by my own friend.. arghhhh.. I really don't want him to think sideways,
Because, you know and I know that he's a little bit to *Perasan.
Don't you think so? I mean like, well yea,
before that you never have met him before and you started calling him cute and stuff..
and I think he got overboard by that.. Cuz he thought he was really is what you said he was,
When he's Not.

Then, poof** snap, He was totally wasn't like what you imagined,
wasn't he? and yes, you probably were panicked..
but why the hell on earth did you repeat it over and over again?
ohh god.. I don't wanna talk to him again.

Some guys are just plain immature

Why I'd said this? because its true,
Once they knew you like them,
they will straight away appear offline and wont talk to you ever again.
If any of you ever experience it, I know you know how it felt like,
Its as if somebody just stabbed you and that you can't take it much longer that your gonna DIE!

*thriller sound effect**

But that's life, and love hurts, (for sure)
And, if I ever tell any guys that I like them, take note..
When I say I like the, I'm not kidding,
but.. I wont be over react, so just chill cuz if you don't like me..
Just tell me and I'm not the type of person who chases guys around.

I can Forgive, but I can't Forget

It might be stupid if I say this,
I dreamed about you insulting and bullying me in front of your friends.
I know its just a dream, but it seemed so real,
and, I've forgotten all bout what you've said if you have somewhere with Atheera.

It only makes me feel worst everytime thinking bout it,
and I certainly can't forget what you have done..
it just hurt so much, that's what I think made me act so stupid in front of you.

I just can't barely look at your face,
you hadn't even said sorry to me yet,
even though I know I did mistakes too..
Well, lets just say, I scolded her too,
cuz she called me for the insulation you gave me.

I thought she told the secret I told her to you,
but turns out, it might have been someone close to you..
I write this to say that, I'm sorry, I truly really am,
to you and to her, and I hope they wont any problem from now on.

Correction of what I've said

What I mean is, I only like Edward Cullen. I don't really like Robert Pattinson in the real world.
not that his not cute, just that, his not Edward Cullen or even Cedric Diggory! I seriously love their hairstyle very much! and I simply love Edward's stare. And so don't like it when his just Robert. :P

now I realize

I realize that I'm actually not a number 1 fan of The Click Five,
and not so a crazily fanatic of Kyle Patrick, anymore.

I realize that theres a lot of cute and hot guys over there in this world,
so why pick only one?
and anyways, his not 'the person' that I choose, yet..

Also, the last time I didn't quite think that Brad Pitt was cute,
now and after I've watched the movie 'Troy",
gosh, His sooo Cute!!
Lucky Angelina Jolie.

a hi and a wave causes a misunderstanding

yesterday after answering science paper,
I was damn bored,
and I saw Bradley in front of me, (his at opposite of my class),
he wasn't pretty much concentrating in front cuz he was sleepy,
I guess.. So the I was like trying to say hi to him.

You know what a skinny little ugly short, very the skema..
and Yucky!

He thought i was 'flirting' with him,
when I'm actually saying hi to Bradley.
Gosh, and he even told his friends about it,
I saw him talking bout some girl with glasses,
didn't thought it was me..

and today after taking Geography test,
the guy who sits behind me which is this skinny guy's friends,
was like asking, "weyh, sabrina.. Ko ngorat Aiman eyh???"

Seriously I was totally blurred out,
I didn't remember flirting anyone,
and more over, I DON'T KNOW HOW TO FLIRT!
I was like what the hell, which aiman is this.
and he meant that skinny dude.
when I said I was saying hi to Brad,
he said Brad was sleeping. (he was totally NOT)!
and the skinny dude called me crazy.
still, What The Hell?!?!?!?!?!