am I or am I not?

Am I just so Fake? I don't feel like being one sometimes, cuz its just me, I'm not a drama queen and I'm so not a fake. But sometimes I just feel like I just acted like I was. And, my cousin brother on my dad's side, well the younger one... He always say that I'm acting a bimbo, not always, but he does it sometimes when we met each other. Now, I don't know. Also, do you know how much I love babies and kids? but people just don't understand, yea, Sometimes I over reacted when I'm with the kids and babies, but So What? just because of that, their talking bad behind me and their saying that I'm not suppose to be acting like it when I'm at this age. Typically, this happens when I was around 11 or 12. haih.. I got blamed for lots of stuff that the kids did just because I hang out with them and I'm the oldest among them. Isn't that stupid? a fat ass girl whose also a kid which is my sister's friend, she made a club house some where secret (not so secret actually) in the Mosque, and I got blamed for that. I feel like killing that meany ol' senior over there.. That stupid stupid Ra***t**.

The answer is, I don't think I'am...