when i grow up?

I'm a teenage girl who loves everything in her life except that the fact that she doesn't know what she wants to be when she grows up. Despite that her parents are making her confuse on what she should be when she grows up. For once i thought i wanted to be a photographer, but then my aunt says that we'll only get a job and plus the money if we have a customer. and now I'm thinking of being a fashion designer also a photographer aside. but i wonder if it'll work on and if i'll get high maintenance. will it or will it not?hmmm...???