haha. Sedih again.

I totally agree with what Afiqah says,
Parents should trust us Teenagers,
my parents especially my mom is totally no trusting me at all,
I wish I could set her mind, I'm not a baby.

But then again, she confuses me,
I don't think I'm loved like the others,
well yea, I'm the oldest what do you expect?
of course the youngest gets more than the eldest.

Sometimes, she seemed really care about me,
but sometimes all the attention goes to my brothers and sister, most.
I feel like I'm left off...
It makes me think if I've ever had anyone loving me and cuddling me off before???

What I remember, I hadn't even gotten over a
year of cuddling with my parents,
because right after a year I was born,
There comes my sister, and I don't think my dad loves me very much.
because his only princess there is, is my sister...

When we went to Adam Khoo's,
I was the only one out of four who went,
So I was trying to make feel like I was the only child,
to get cuddled of a little,
but I was wrong, I was totally wrong,

Even when their not over there, my parents
totally don't treat me how I want them to..
I feel so sad, when I watched over the videos about families,
it just gonna make my tears run down my cheeks,
but I don't want my parents to see me cry like that,
and I had to stop my self from crying...

I think its no use if I go for their camp but my parents learnt nothing,
its so much like 'bertepuk sebelah tangan'.
because even if she read their books, all she cares about is them not me.

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OMG! I'm being emotional all of a sudden,
hahaha ~