factor dagors.

My eyes hurts because i cried to much.
My heart is aching because my friends hurts my feelings.
My ears are sick hearing people insulting me and talking bad about me.
My hands are tired of rubbing my tears away.
My legs are tired of walking and walking with no destination.
My lips are dry of needless in water.
My stomach is hungry.
I just found my pink rubber band.
I just can't wait for you to move.
But.. I'll still miss you. Because..
thanks to you, me and her are close.
thanks to you, i learn a lot more on whats inside me.
thanks to you, i had fun.
I just want to say thank you, but no thanks for the change of attitude.

pissing my ASS* off!

I don't wanna be rude, I don't wanna be cruel, especially to my friends. But sometimes they just pissed me off. For example, here's a friend from school. We weren't close at all last year, but this year we got the hang of it. The main problem of hers is that, she just can't get what I'm talking about when we're on MSN. Because! her grammars were totally OUT!

Everytime I talked to her, well sometimes, I need to repeat it over and over again and I have to type really really detailed so that she could understand. And yet still she doesn't. I volunteered to edit her blogger background, because seriously, before i change her blog background it went totally sucked. I couldn't understand a single thing. So, i made her background, and change her template format to the new kind of template that recently I'm using, and add her cbox since that the one that she's been using has gone missing, also i registered for her the cbox account.

I hoped for a 'thank you' word popping out on the coversation box. But, the only thing that i got was her complains about, what happened to her blog and why did i change her background. She should know, that when i said I want to edit her blog that means I'm changing her background image!

I was so pissed, I wished I could just chocked her and make her understand what am I talking about! So I tried to explain to her about the blog as detail as i could, Yet, she still doesn't. So I guess I need to spend my time talking about the blog tomorrow morning to her at school. I think I got over helping her with the blog layout. She's just so 'paranoid' . and i don't think its just the blog, also her friendster account or anything at all.

lack of confidence...

i woke up 10 minutes late after sahur, and that causes me quit a bit of late which where i couldn't put on my powder, well actually its a compact powder. but in any way its just a powder. but i did manage to put on my 'Olay' cream but that still can't cover up my huge eye bags. (i totally hate them, its annoying to know sometimes) so then i made my way to school on my school van. i was feeling totally nervous of my 'eye bags'. so then i asked my friend if i look better? yup she said i looked better. even my parents said that~ but i still felt uncomfortable that my 'eye bags' were exposed! lol! but then again, when ever i put on my POWDER the guys will totally annoy me by saying that i was actually wearing make-up to school.. huhhh... what ever.