its Painful to love someone

I'm telling a joke, I'm telling the truth..
for those whom their love is returned by from
the person you have a crush on, its hard to know what this is about,
unless you've feel it before..

Have you ever had this feeling, where after you broke up
with your ex, it was okay at first but day after day,
it got much worst for you cuz then you realize how much you love them..
well I'm having the feeling right now, and what i thought is that,
its a piece of SHIT! because you know they wont chase you back..

I told him already, and he also knows it from Atheera,
but, I don't think he likes me anymore.. it hurts to know,
when he's much closer to somebody else, and that somebody else
is your own best friend,
at least, their okay and understand ad i hope nothing would change,
cuz I don't want just because of what i feel, troubles would come..

What ever it is, it just hurt somehow,
even if people said that he's not cute and all that,
and through their eyes, his a piece of shit or Animal Planet,
what ever, cuz I still can't do anything with it..