Igor just died

I just bought him, a few days ago,
but, he had eye infection after that,
my mom didn't want to take him to the vet,
when she knows she's not specialist in this pet stuff..

and she gave him my brother's eye infection punya ubat,
ever since then, Igor doesn't eat or drink or walk that much,
and grew weaker and thinner..

yesterday, my mom said that he looked to weak,
and he looks like he would die,
so we separated him into another compartment.

yes true he was really weak, and I heard some noises coming from him,
I thought it was his teeth, cuz it looks to long,
like as if thats what makes him not eating and stuff,
I thought so, then, my sister checked on the internet says that we can cute it off,
and when she did she accidentally cut a little to much..

and a few minutes after that, he looked like he was gonna die,
I was terrified, but not as much as today,
and I just let him be, I should have comforted him...
and today, when I was about to go to school, I saw him lying downstairs,
infront of the front door, he's lying still and not breathing.

I knew then he was dead, God, I feel so stupid,
I miss him so much!