no acception for 'apology'?

I feel dent. I feel sick looking at guys. they just don't give me much impression now, the only thing they do is fooling around and talks about shit* stuff. Well yes, sometimes they do not, but mostly yes. I feel offended to ******* . I don't know whats his problem of gosip-ing about me. and I thought that's only what girls do. I admit my wrongness that i put glue on top of his bottle cap, but i did confront and admit my wrong, plus i said sorry. But he didn't listen and he ignored my apology, and yet his more like talking bad about me, ben and atheera. Talk about selfish. kott I seriously hated him cause anyway he hates me either, thanks to him, i lost my mood of being happy.